How do I deal with a PCOS diagnosis?

 I don't even recall my last natural cycle. My ingrown hairs, no matter how many times I have tried to pluck them off, have only been worsening. I often feel this loadedness around my sore breasts like they are going to cause a rip off. I have never really had any insecurities coming from the fact that I do have a generous chest area. As a matter of fact, I have known far too many. For whom, my curves and shape were a matter of irresistible attraction, desire and daring dark thoughts. I was doing quite fine until recently. I get days where my whole body feels swamped with ache and days where all my senses are overflood with burning desire.  As many alternatives, medication, vitamins as I could consider taking upon suggestions, I don't know if they have been fruitful in rearranging my metabolic clock. It scares me. As much as I can remember, I also heard lots of versions and criticism for how my oversized belly seems to hang. My weight, somehow no matter what strict diet and wo...